Sometimes...

Falling in love can be so inconvenient.

:-)

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:-(

Somehow... through watching Halloween specials on television, I ran face to face with my childhood.

I feel so much better.

It makes me think that I should start focusing more on the things that make me happy.  I can't believe how long it has been.

I guess my only salvation is that I'm not figuring this out in my late 30's.

Life is short they say...  But hell, does my childhood seem just that "long ago."

Happy Halloween... a lil' early (I don't feel bad because they're hanging xmas decorations at the mall right now).

Mental block...

no post.

I didn't pay attention so well... and it was easier.  I didn't think about it or anyone else... and it was easier.

And now.  I have to.  I'm a victim to a habit that I can't seem to change.  And no matter how much rewinding I can't seem to pinpoint the point of no return.

It's too difficult now.

And discouraging.

I wake up nauseated almost every morning.

What's it take to just have a genuine smile spread or the good feeling of "relaxed?"

Help!

kick 90% of the world's population in the shin...